catdaddy, I think there are about 300 of us that could say the exact same thing that you just said about NEVER straying down this kind of path again.
I know that no matter how much I believe in a company. I will not allow myself to put more than 10% of my trading funds into it. At one time, I had nearly 40% of my portfolio value in QASP. I was drinking the koolaid. And I can say with a smile on my face what an IDIOT I was! Never again my man, never, ever again!