your not alone. you will make it through!
the thing that hurts the most for me (and I lost near 40%) is that all the YEARS reading this board, have been a total waste of time. And to boot, all the 'research' performed and HOPE these companies could be invested it, turned out to be BS. Were talking dozens of companies - worthless!! i remember Pappy starting up the Amigo List. All of it worthless.
and i have to stick around ihub because i still own about 6 of those POS companies (NEP, LTUS, WKBT, SIAF, CSGH, JADA).