Hi cozmo: My heart bleeds just like yours. I've been here since 2005, and have also put a lot of bucks in this company. The dream was (and still is) sooooooo big. I believe that if John was going to dump us he would have said so by now. When you think about it we really have no choice but to wait, and hope, and pray !!! Don't go away !!! The reward will be great.