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BUDDIEE18

08/25/10 12:59 AM

#156 RE: gail #150

yea...i know -- that moniker -- don't sound lady-like, eh? :-D -- had it for about 10 years -- ever since Stockhouse.com days - - and am attached to it.

yup...most here are guys and i like to play with their minds. they soooooooooooo easy. teddy bear/bare will tell you that ;-) :-D

just at crossroads in my life -- my 3rd life/lie as i call it. there's the reality -- the dreams -- and then cyberspace -- and oh yea -- my IMAGINARY life. :-D

we all actors/actresses on a world stage -- yet here we are...taking this reality seriously -- when in fact -- we should be taking it lightly ? each one of us has the power within us -- yet...we somehow DON'T buy into it -- and look towards others to guide us ?? NOT sure you or others here get my drift. am searching and questioning my being here and what i'm doing ? what seemed important a couple of years ago -- no longer holds fascination or want on my part. don't think it ever did -- been sleepwalking and i just want to live -- but NOT in the sense that others think. don't want money -- yet i know that money helps somewhat -- butttt -- one can always be a panhandler ? was driving today and during a red light a guy with a sign -- "homeless -- need food -- please donate -- and God Bless" -- now...he did NOT look religious to me -- but i guess he knows HOW TO PLAY THE GAME -- using "God Bless" -- to get the religious people to give. actually prostituting. don't we all?

what basically i'm saying -- i don't want to play no more ?