Our Heavenly Father is more forgiving than us. It does not mean that there is not a price to be paid for repentance or forgiveness, but He is perfect and we are not. He will help you through your life and through every challenge you face because you are His child and He loves you more than any human in our imperfect form could (other than our Savior who was the only completely perfect mortal to live on earth). I respect you for the courage you have shown and as our Savior said that we are required to forgive "seventy times seven" (which is the Hebrew way of saying "infinite"). You have asked for our forgiveness and, thus, if we are to be followers of Him we must now do as He has said. Thanks for taking this great action on your part, and let's have a stronger team moving forward because of it. Hopefully, this will help others to not go through the same difficulty that you and we have gone through.