Hey Schlumpy, I hear you buddy, and I understand where you're coming from, but let me tell you something, if you want to dance you got to shake your arss, in another words, if you want to make money you got to join them, because there is no way in hell you're going to beat them!!!!!
PS. I am sorry for your losses, we have all been there, but it doesn't give you the right, to come to this board, and beat your issues to death, give it a rest for god sake!!!!