I am in the same spot...I almost cancelled 1000 times even as close as standing in line to board. I just knew it was something I had to do and I am soooo glad I did. Believe me, I am not trying to minimize your fears....it is quite a debilitating feeling and I wish you well!
Howdy Kramrer :-) how`s life treating you?... sorry for delay but now you got a mork :-) ... you remember me? ( striving for luck - Red Phoenix - now DOG ) I got a pen from Monk because of RCCH *LOL... be safe !