wake up - this person only strings together information from other posts on this board with a little made up info thrown in.
scare tactics from the bashers at this point only make a person angry and determined to hold. being pumped up with hope to only see nothing materalize will swing a person in the opposite directon and even deeper into depression. at this point when all hope is lost, you will sell.
do yourself a favor, have a seat, take 3 deep breaths, and decide your future with SPNG.