You know, it's like desiring something (or someone) for years and years. Unless you finally got it (or her) for sure, you prefer to wait and see so you control your emotions whenever time comes.
You have some optimistic days, others which are pessimistic and other again that you don't know what to beleive or not.
Right now, I feel like beeing in this last category.
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