you're not alone sir ....and I am a newbie since 06 and I can see it now, couldn't for a long time, had to really read alot.
You know many of us folks made this a part of our day, developed a community, made friends have relatives on this site. For those of us that go off to work everyday and are able to check in it became a routine like going to the gym or morning paper reading, we discussed with many people our findings and experiences, it became a part of us/me.
I feel like I need a divorce but from what, the whole thing?
mix bag here
HS