Even though we are all on borrowed time right now you are very young yet my friend. I know being patient can be very painful and stressfull.
The way I deal with it when times are tuff is to keep telling myself I have made the right decision due to ALL information available to me. The days not hours (right?) I have spent doing my research on this company that has so many patents already under its belt. The talk of contracts and funding makes this ALL VERY SOUND TO ME!