Are you kidding or for real? Cause I feel the same way.. I feel like such a f'ing loser right now I could throw myself off a bridge and noone would give a sh!t... and all because I though this co. was a real co. not a shell scam that everyone else knew but me... anytime ive been in the market ive lost everything... ive even borrowed money to try break even and make it back and lose all that plus still owed the loan(s)... I dont deserve to live or have a decent woman in my life cause im such a loser... maybe thats why I dont. I just have my son and myself. he's the only thing keeping me going at all now... thank God for him. Cause I dont have much more to be thankful about...