You don't even know how truly sorry I am to hear that...I wish there was some crystal ball I could look into for all of us, one that would foretell great things to come. Unfortunately, in life there aren't any operational crystal balls to be found, that's why instinct has to take over. Apparently yours has, you have to do what you feel comfortable with.LOL Hopefully you will continue to watch with the rest of us???HH Whatever your choice, take care and be well.LOL