Its no surprise how you immediately identify with just cant handle and its like a mental illness while expressing you feel like a coward. It's close to 4 years now and likely there's not a day that goes by where you can't handle the election loss. 😥
I agree it's a mental illness. Brainwashing is linked to mental illness, mind control, thought control, is a possible root cause for a dissociative disorder.
Coming out of the closet is the first step.
GL with the rest of your recovery and accepting that your election was not stolen, CupCake.