I can sympathize with your emotion after 14 years. I have only been here for 3. I can only say what a shame it would be to exit now. If you already feel you have enough, I understand not getting in any deeper. But, if you feel, as I do, that there may be a glimmer of hope, I'd say hang in there. But, as a relative newbie, It would be presumptious for me to offer any advice so I won't. Just me doing me. GLTA. Maybe this time.