Then the hard part for me is to just let go, but once I do that, I am at peace.
You hit the nail on the head with that one! As humans, our first instinct is to try and fix it ourselves - when our first instinct needs to be to turn to our Lord and Savior - who allows all things and respond as you do…
I don't know what to do with it, but here, I'll let you handle it all
Have a followup with a gastroenterology specialist on Monday. Thank you for the continued prayers, and have a blessed weekend!