You, with the tiny litttle heart and no sense of self awarnesss can do whatever you like. If I were in your shoes, I too would vote against all of my self interests.
conix, As to the question of whose hands, yours or newmedman's, have given more help and consideration to others, no doubt newmedman's hands win hands down. OOps, almost forgot whose hands have given the most pleasure too . No contest there either.