always lovely, all the kids.... I just see so much of myself in their eyes and I always get to the point regretting that I never got to experience the joy and pain of a parent. That's why I still borrow the emotions from others.
My favorite guy will never be able to experience a life like we have but every once in awhile, he opens up like all his disabilities are gone. It moves me further than I could ever feel. We are nutty buddies... He's my hero.