if you only knew how many times I and others have been in the same situation. do not blame yourself. using the OTC to try to get ahead in life is way harder than a lot of people believe, especially when you're trying to do it with limited funds. I hurt myself so many times (and still do) I buy right. but don't sell right. so many times I would buy a stock and be up $500 the next day and did not sell. I should have and not looked back. move on to the next stock and the next then maybe come back to that first one. sometimes if you try to hold it too long you get hurt. just some opinions from others that told me. I hope it might help it is disciplined I've been told.
I remember you. I also lost about $20k on the last P&D, for the same reasons. Made about $4K on the latest pump and got out with that. Use this stock for what it is, a day trade stock.