Mannn, sooo sooo sorry to hear that. Thought and prayers out to you and your family. If you ever need to talk DM me and I’ll give you my number or email.
So sorry to hear this my friend. Love peace and light to you and your family at this difficult time.
Here’s something that I wanted to suggest. Remember all the funny things that he did and said over the years so that your memories are filled with those happy times instead of memories of his passing. Just a small suggestion that might help.