I am sincerely worried about your well being. I once wore your same shoes. It hurt, but the life lesson turned out into a fantastic financial future for me, keeping my lessons learned from my big mistake. Janice did everything in her power to try and help me, and I ignored her because everyone said she was a “basher”. Now I try and help others I see making a huge mistake that ruins some, for life. This also ruins marriages and family relationships when one mentions to their friends and family and they too get wiped out.
My sincerest prayers are with you and your family