Have you ever had a life, children, marriage, a real job, an actual place to go each day, work, friends, activities, something to do rather than read from your sites. No wonder you are paranoid. Only one time the government ever tried to own my ass, it was called the Selective service, the draft in 1968. Otherwise I have lived my life, made my mistakes, owned them and just did my best to raise my children. Life is what you make it, you just appear to let what you read control you. Take a fucking break.