I for one did not think there was anyone on the face of this earth who would have guts enough to ask a personal question like that but since you seem to have it all the answer is enough with one flip in the 0.10 range to be pretty happy. I know you are sad but I also know you would be sad no matter what. The reason is that you are sad. I mean you are really sad. I think you should read your own posts. You are the saddest person I know. Help for you is on the way. You get some Sulja at these prices and your home free. There is a chance for you. I know you feel lost. You think no one cares and your wrong. Take that first step. Admit you are wrong and get yourself some sulja.