Grand Admiral, it's a gut punch to anyone who knows you, even those of us who aren't family. You are a very likable guy. I have been distracted recently with business. I enjoy you sharing your personality, knowledge, and experience very much with us.
Your sentiments on love do you honor. Love of God, love of your family, and (agape) love, a general love, and concern of your fellow man are the highest measurement of any person, as evaluated in the hearts of those who know them. The love doesn't have to be spectacular, just constant. Mostly it's in small unselfish actions.
Continue to fight on!