Been here a long time to watch it go to where it is now. I have no doubt the growth is not past immaturity. Expectations stem from market activity in conjunction with their growth as a result of their business practices. Typically expectations extend beyond both due to emotions.
Disappointment stems from not meeting expectations that are more than likely out of line with reality and, again, subject to irrational emotions. Normal.
For me, being a committed SH is not abnormal but rather a challenging mind game given the constant upheaval of my expectations. It would be much easier if I had a crystal ball. I don't. So the mental game continues. If I kept score, right now VXIT is still winning.