Da Kine 17, None of us will ever know all. No person on earth ever does. One thing certain though is that all of what you have posted here has been dealt with conscientiously by honest experts for years. And much of that work has been discovered, read and considered by posters on this board, and others on iHub, for years. That has been done in replying to people who have been suckered into it, as you.
As with all conspiracy theories and/or alternate realities put forward there are smatterings of truth. Most of all though the truth tidbits are illegitimately connected by those that have a need to create certainty where certainty does not exist.
Gotta say my heart was warmed when i saw your simple response and the fact that you haven't flooded the board again today.
Thanks for that.