Dont feel bad about "not wanting" to pay to read it.
I have some VERY wealthy friends, and even family, and most of those "do not" squander 5 bucks or 10 bucks. (How do you think they got wealthy? By squandering money "because its only 5 bucks"?
I dont think so. I wont pay to read it either. CAN I pay it? Sure.
If its 10 bucks, well I can buy about 3.3 more fannie commons if I dont squander 10 bucks. (No, I dont buy 3 shares at a time!)