You took the risk and you lost. It's all on you , don't blame us.
This is the OTC where you need Vision , Forttude and Experience to reach your goal
My advice to you is to sell and move on to your beloved Shrimp and stop crying on this board.
Never come back and leave the OTC. You don't have what it takes to play here. You will make yourself sick with worry.
For your Health sake. Leave.
We are all going through the same thing but most of us are mature enough not to Sh*t on our own stock . How is that helping you? you're just making it worse on yourself.