It is definitely not you buddy, believe in yourself, you are a winner and you will win here, the slew of things you mentioned are still true regardless of the artificial gyrations of the pps--remember, you can't keep a good man or woman down as they say---NOT FOR LONG ANYWAY,THE CREAM ALWAYS RISES TO THE TOP WITHOUT A DOUBT.REJOICE AND BE MERRY FANTASTIC DAYS ARE AHEAD, the way I see it
BLESSED BEYOND BELIEF-$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$VYST$$$$$$$$$$$STROOOOOOOOOOOONG!!!