that's the same way cancer grows. you don't know it until it's way too late.
"I definitely did not start out as a Trump cultist, however he is growing on me."
actually what you are experiencing appears to be,...sensory adaption. going numb to self actualization and allowing the ego to run matters.
because you are accepting Trump it's proof that the perspectives you once possessed like integrity and common sense have been neutralized by you willing to entertain a liar as a mentor.
once poison enters it's mission is to infect. seems like you've decided to make a conscious decision to mess up your life by intermingling with a narcissist's perspective.
choose wisely,...and this is not a wise choice. JMHO
I definitely did not start out as a Trump cultist, however he is growing on me.