your first email today is clearly gloating and name calling (pigs, neophytes, ignorant, sheep, etc etc). in CAPITAL letters. check yourself brah - we all know what you think you have repeated it 1000 times.
lots of strategy and research discussion going on here- legitimate. many many posts over weeks and weeks. you're stuck in a bad place my friend I hope you can get past it.
don't bring the past with you into the future or you end up recreating the same results
JMO-