Lol... don't act like you won't be one of the first obits resulting from this scenario. You'll be reliving all the dumb shit you posted here and on the $OTTV board and it's gonna eat at you every time you see and hear about VIVA's success, until one day you eventually make your way back to this post. Then, well... I think you get the point.
It's not too late to save yourself though. Jesus loves us all despite our flaws. But damn you're making it hard for him.