I would be suicidal! That made my stomach hurt for you just reading that. So sorry Mud. Hope you're sitting with a decent position. You deserve a 2nd chance.
MY GOD MAN! I would jump off a roof if I did that! But in all seriousness I ride a penny down to zero now. I never sell a penny for a loss. Missed too many lotto plays that way. Ones that have been split down to about nothing I use as tax loss right offs end of year.