Nah, you're going up on the dolv rocket ship! Just wait, you have 5 months invested into this emotional rollercoaster, in willing to bet in another 1-3 months you're gonna say, damn that sure was worth the wait
imo the "dolvship" is preparing for launch.. count downs usually come w/an element of stress.. glty.. (btw: 'stressed' spelled backwards..?) GO DOLV$$$$ .;-)