Krakonos. My heart bleeds like every other REAL person on this board. I don't know what to say... I believe I feel the same as you about doctors, and I'm glad you found one that seems to be smart. Wine, Bavi and love... There HAS to be a way for you to get Bavi. Shake every tree. Peace my friend
My prayers are with you,and I applaud you for the decision you have made. My Grandfather refused surgery for stomach cancer he was told his decision meant he would live less then a year.He passed 6 years later,and it was all about his attitude. He never gave up. Go with God and keep the wind at your back.