Stubborness is such an ugly trait when all you need say was, "ooops, guess I was wrong". I hate having to requote you so I won't bother, but you really should be seeking help for all your pent up issues. I don't see you healing on your own.
Well it has finally happened. You have run out of people to argue with, so now are arguing with yourself. Keep at it, I think you have a shot to win this argument.