I was jez messin w/ you too, Rai...lol.
Hey, I thank you for the info...I will check out the book.
When I say I am drunk, though, I AM...period. I'd love to say that I am sober right now and believe it and feel it, but the fact of the matter is that my B.A.C. would not agree. When I say that, I say it as a matter of "hey, don't listen to me right now"...kind of a disclaimer.
However, my numbers and analysis is usually spot on. Heck, you should see me SOBER... I run rings around the best of them...just gotta get the @#*"$&@#"$ under control.
I was kinda hoping that if I spouted off enough that someone might be able to direct me to an appropriate idea to help w/ my personal issues...thanks again for the book recommendation...I REALLY do appreciate it! Do you have an author to go with that book to help facilitate my Amazon.com search when I look for it tomorrow?