Yes, I too have blame myself. I do have others to blame though. Then again, I have been off my meds for some time now. lol
I need to find a board where all of the posters do nothing all day except blame themselves. That way we can all share the blame.
Since I am over 50% down, it is too late to save face and behave like an adult. I am out of cash to throw away. Otherwise I would continue to average down in hopes of making some money back.