What would make you happy? Quit focusing on what is making you unhappy and instead focus on the things that are going to bring value to your existence. I was in that boat about a month ago with TIVUS, I was holding on too tight, and it was consuming most of who i was, and all of what i was becoming. For me, I had to let go of a bunch of shares to get back control of my life and who I want to be. I bare the burden of being wishy washy for my decision, but that is ok, it brought me some solace. Admittedly after i sold, I literally BARFed, but then I immediately felt a huge burden lifted off of my shoulders. The reality is now if I wanted, I could buy back everyone of those shares I sold today at less than half of the price i sold them for. I have bought back a few more, but I don't think i want to come back to the level i once held. TiVUS like most pennies, is a lottery ticket, rules hardly apply down in this world, and very little ever makes much sense. If you need to step back, if you want to talk about it off line, reply to the email I sent you last week.