You're so beautiful for sharing that with us. I mean internally - well externally too but you know what I mean. Jeez I'm crying sad and happy tears for you. Sad what you've been thru but happy that you're getting to be at a better place in life. I will respond to your private message in the morning as the battery is flashing red on this phone. Have a good night friend and so wonderful to see you back again. xoxoxo