A heartfelt clearing of my conscience. My sincerest apologies to anyone whose been inspired by my posts at a prior time. I'm a good hard working person and I think I got caught up in a bad game. The truth of the matter is, I think this is bigger than my overall understanding of trading.
My gut now is feeling bad. But my balls were bigger than my gut and I held. This will be a long weekend.
I'm fine with DTCC trade for trade, but I'm concerned that will lead to an eventual lock and then we won't be able to trade at all. I got caught holding the bag on SFI* and I don't want another experience like that.
I guess I shouldn't be playing the pinkies due to the risk. I'm in for about 4.6 Million. I guess I just got caught up in all the hype as an inexperienced penny trader and put too much trust in PR's and shareholder updates.
I'm more upset with myself than anything else as I had the chance to trade out with huge gains, but didn't because I got greedy.
Even though the majority of my portfolio is in big boards, nobody wants to lose anything in the market and it would take a while to regain the amount I would lose if I end up selling RFMK just from the big board stocks I hold.
I feel the only thing that can probably save my investment now, IS big news prior to the bell come Tuesday morning.
I have no idea what I will end up doing. Emotions are getting the better of me which I've learned is a big no no in pink stocks.
I'm confused and hope you don't judge my post, it is just my way of clearing my conscience.
Now that I have that off my chest, I wish everyone good luck in their decisions. I'll probably have to chalk this one up as another expensive learning experience for a recreational investor.
- recinvestor
