Synchronicity

[bagwa-john]

About the emotional component to Lupus...
This experience which opened my eyes to how we have effect on one another emotionally took place back in late 87 or early 88, after we became opened up to energy. I was downstairs in the house watching the TV, and my wife's brother came home from work. My wife was upstairs reading in bed. my brother in law walked past me to the kitchen and then walked past me again to go upstairs to his room with an evening beverage. Minutes afterward I felt like I had been gutshot and felt like throwing up. At the time I didn't make a connection. I turned off the TV and went upstairs. I then told my wife I just suddenly felt sick to my stomach and it was strange because I was feeling good earlier. She asked me if David had just come home. I said yes he did, and she said, "Welcome to my world. Sometimes I feel you before you reach the front door."
I had started reading the Light of the Soul, but hadn't gotten serious with it until after that incident. From then on I read it and studied it like life depended on me learning the science of Raja Yoga. It was described as being the method to controlling the emotional body, by learning to control the mind and the thinking. Energy does follow thought. Thought shapes our energy field, and also 'textures' our energy field. This has effect on how we 'touch' our environment, and how our environment touches us. Like attracts like. The fallback thoughtform to focus on to clear the shape and texture to a higher standard is to keep the mind steadily focussed in the Light, according to the Tibetan. This brings in a new energy, and results in a new shape and a new texture which we present to the environment. It is quite logical.
I found after about a year of practicing this method that certain thoughts were seamlessly connected to emotional activity linked to the thoughtform. I have to continue in a later post. past bedtime. 4:30 rolls around early.