ricky I suppose that after 8 operations in 5 years to try to save my eyesight, I feel pertty good that I can do as much as i do now, but, I`m much more motivated now. Thats what i mean when i say that most of you winers never know what its like to wake up in the morning at a predetermined time to prepair your self how or what you have to do just to be able to get through another day. I never knew it either until it happened to me. getting up every day at anytime you want to skratch your ass and get ready for work. For others it is a process that you can`t screw up or maybe you won`t make till the end of the day constantly monitoring yourself to keep everything ok. That`s why i am so motivated and can`t understand the logic of wasting time on this board chating about bs in your life or wineing about something that did`t go your way lately. Sory for the lecture, you brought it up. I`m perfectly happy with myself now asnd ready to make a good day out of today.Hope yours is good profitable and healthy. remember ,you don`t know who is on the other side of this chat board so try not to assume that you are better than they are. Show some respect and you will get it back in many ways. bmagoo
