Tonight I change my profile status to soon to be employed. I passed an audition that was required by the Casino that I have been training for during the last 5 weeks. To say I passed is an exaggeration, I was nervous, I was scared, I not only needed this job I really wanted this job. I am not a religious man, I am a Christian and over the last year of my unemployment I have basically turned my life over to God, that’s not to say I was waiting around for some immaculate appearance of a job. I have sent out in excess of 100+ maybe over 200 resumes for jobs I was more than qualified for.
Tonight I fumbled, I did not perform like I was trained and had trained for. To say that I was scared and worried would be an understatement, I have faced life and death struggles in my life that have given me less stress and worry. After my first round I sat in a corner and prayed, my daughter texted me that many of her friends were praying for me as well. I know that I am better than what I exhibited tonight and God willing I will be the best that I can be now that I God has given me the opportunity.
Robert
