Sorry to hear about your friend good budddy. These kind of times is trying at the least. All i can say is GOD will relieve your pain and suffering.
GLTY friend.
I feel for your lost.
I lost my 36 year old son 2 years ago, in a car accident still have not got over it, and i never will, by a drunk driver no less. However he left me with a 10, 12, and 13 year old grand children, when he left. This is the only thing that makes my life worth living, i hope you get the drift.
And my eyes are crying as i write this.