Hey all! GM.. God Bless you all, and sometime I would love to return the favor and Blessing to be able to pray for someones needs here. I am a prayer warrior. As for this timing, I am in need of prayer again. I have many friends who pray and yet as all of us are busy, I cannot always get hold of them at very immediate times needed for prayer. Going through a lot this past year. Please pray for strength for me, for healing, for wisdom, for self control, and to not be selfish or needy. To look out for others needs over my own in this situation. I am hurting very much and feeling a lot of rejection on an ongoing basis. I imagine God is healing me from past but I am such a strong person and usually very joyful and happy,This is particularly difficult for me. I have sinned and asked for and know I am forgiven, yet cannot help my deep feelings. This is an ongoing situation for over 35 years and will continue on throughout the end of life. I am at the mercy and Grace of God and every day sometimes every moment, I do not know what will happen or what to do. I wish to be a good witness for Christ as a woman, yet am human and have not always acted accordlingly, so therefor perhaps given ,one, a perception that I am the same as any worldly person. This grieves me deeply, and I know satan loves to grind me down. My two greatest fears here are, to be rejected over again, and to let the witness down of Christ as portrayed in me. I guess 3, would be, I would love to know my heart is not betraying me. Thank you for your faithfullness. Stormy
