Sure wish I truly knew if ol popz (pushin 81) was lookin out for us.....mom left us too early way back in '83 (they had already been divorced for over 12 yrs at the time) & since 77 we've had one hellatious of a stepmonster in our pressence....& of course popz plays a deaf ear to it all....or pretends ta now know any better. There's 2 step-bro's (one of'em has been a no good junkie for goin on 2 decades now & been liven off all our dimes via Uncle Sam) in the pic & could careless about their mother.....that's should go ta show ya wadda piece o'work she be....so it just aint the ol' fairytale stepmonster story we always hear about....she's the real McCoy...I really think good ol' Walt had her in mind when writing Cinderella.....right on down to bein the spitten mirror image.....no joke...picture the features of that wicked biatch & you'll have a damn good idea as to how she really looks.
Anyway.....if popz happens ta go 1st (he's approx 15 yrs older too...but at least in pretty damn good shape) we're thinken we're all screwed...at least as far as me & my 2 older sis'. She'll no doubt hoard it all for herself & her 2 mutant sons. But truth be known, if it means I wont have to deal w/her anymore...it just may be worth not gettin my cut.
The 3 yr old was talkin to me in the car ystrdy....she asked me about her grandma....I asked her which one & her reply was "what do ya mean?" When I told her she had 2 she had no clue who the other one was.....that should tell ya jus how "special" of a grandma she really is(n't). It really hit me then.....as much as I already knew it, it really drove it home for me how she could really careless for any of us. She was that way from day 1 & all thru school yrs right up til I moved out my 2nd yr in college. Then of course she beacme a lil nicer once I was finally out. Funny story.....I boomeranged once after approx 1 yr & it really set her back...so much so that I couldn't wait ta moveout all over again ASAP....think my boomerang stint lasted not much more than 3 mos b/c of wadda complete wicked witch she was to me.
OK....."family" hr over.....now I need an early Sat eve Happy Hr after reliving those nightmare yrs :0
"Risk comes from not knowing what you're doing"
Warren Buffet
