Yeah Jessie livermore never gave up nor should you. see> <a href="http://stockvision.org/books/Edwin_Lefevre-Reminiscences_of_a_Stock_Operator-EN.pdf" target="_blank">http://stockvision.org/books/Edwin_Lefevre-Reminiscences_of_a_Stock_Operator-EN.pdf</a> might inspire you.