Now as for Dennis - you think we...
have all turned our backs on him. I am uspset with him because he lied to me. He said, if I objected, he would not give you this link. I don't like it when people lie to me. That is why people are upset, not because it is you who are here. Some of us will forgive him, some will not. Just remember, it has nothing to do with you.
Dennis, like I told you before, if you want to invite cre8 here, go ahead. Just because I think she is an immature lunatic who thinks she is an expert on everything doesn't mean you don't have to think that.
My, my, she does have you by the kahuna's, though <g>
Yes, it would seem so, wouldn't it. And yet, not.
I am posting now not to explain or try to 'excuse' what I did. I'm just trying to illustrate the people can say things and then forget that they said them. Or that other people said them.
I'm currently thinking very carefully about whether, and if so how, I should respond to everything my obviously very stupid and inept and thoughtless actions of the last couple days has brought about. Some of you I will contact through email, and you can delete what I have to say unread if you like. But it has occurred to me that if I just remain silent in the midst of all this wrangling that I seem to have brought about that some might be led to think I've taken the attitude "well, I've done all the damage I could do and now it's time to just move on."
I never set out to create (ironic word, that, hm?) all these hard feelings, but at least if I did they seem to be directed at me as the responsible party.
I'm not really sure what I could say that this point that can't somehow be misinterpreted as self-serving. Or maybe, correctly interpreted. Or if that's such a bad thing, given the things that have been imputed to me of late.
All I can really say at this point is that at heart I believe we're all really good people here who have managed to misunderstand one another enormously due to the shortcomings of this technology and our own perceptions of one another. If some of you want to feel differently in particular to me, I can understand (I guess!) why you would.
I could say a great deal more -- about the sharing of secrets, the holding of confidences, the expression of sorrow -- but it would all come down to words, and words are cheap. Nonetheless, they're all I can offer.
I'm sorry.
AI
