Is that why I seem to be in the center of a tornado? LOL
Geez, I have to quit praying for patience.
On a serious note:
I went into my prayer closet here at work. I think I know what my problem is....
I'm trying to do things my way. I'm failing to turn my WHOLE self over to the Lord. I think I've been chosing which doors to open and keeping some closed. So, tonight when I get home, I'm going to share with Rusty how I realized that I have closed God out of some parts of my life (not on purpose)I just have not truely surrendered all. I'm going to ask him to join me in prayer as we both turn all aspects of our lives over to God. We did that when we talked about moving in together and God moved in our lives in such a way that no Human could have possibly planned. Once we made that commitment to each other and prayed about it, everything just fell right into place in such a way that we both kept saying, this is the work of God. We could not have planned it that way ourselves.
That was the beginning of the Good Shepherd bringing this little lost sheep home. It was around Easter, April 6, 2006 when I moved in with Rusty. I have fought off Gods calling me home until about 6 months ago. I got into a fight with a Morman and called him every name I could muster. I think he must have had a multitude pray for me. Because all of a sudden, I started praying and reading my bible again. All of a sudden I said, hey, Rusty, we are living in sin, lets get married and make things right before God.
I'm still not 100% right yet. I do believe that God led me to you guys here to work miracles in my life. Each of you over the past few months have touched my heart in unmeasurable ways with the things you post.
Everything I post is just my humble opinion. Do your own DD.
